iloveyou

2010-08-22T14:48:00.001+08:00

101 Reasons Why I Love You

I love the way we finish each other's sentences.
I love the way I know you'll never give up on me.
I love the fact that I wouldn't ever give up on you.
I love the way you look at me.
I love how beautiful your eyes are.
I love the way I can't imagine a day without you in my life.
I love the way if we were ever separated I wouldn't know how to go on.
I love the way we cuddle and watch sunsets together.
I love the way we sometimes stay up all night and just talk, then watch the sunrise together.
I love how I know you'll always be there when I need you to be.
I love the fact that I will always be there for you too.
I love how when I dream of my life partner, the only person that I can see is you.
I love how complete I feel when I am with you.
I love how our bodies just fit together.
I love the way you make me laugh.
I love the way you laugh.
I love the way you won't compromise yourself when we are together.
I love the way you won't let me compromise myself.
I love your thoughtfulness.
I love your tenderness.
I love your ability to speak without saying a single word.
I love the way we glance at each other across the room and know what each other is thinking.
I love the way, how even though we may be miles apart I still feel like you're right here with me.
I love the way you surprise me with the perfect gifts that show you pay attention to me.
I love the way you'll watch a sporting game with me even though you may not be interested in it.
I love the way you treat my friends.
I love your love for the things that interest me.
I love the way you let me live my life freely without jealousy.
I love how you demand respect but are not controlling.
I love how I would do anything in this world to make you happy.
I love how you would do anything in this world to make me happy.
I love the way your voice sounds over the phone.
I love the way your voice sounds when you whisper sweet nothings in my ear.
I love the completeness and oneness I feel when we make love.
I love your sensuality.
I love how our romance feels like the perfect romance movie.
I love how you are my soul mate.
I love the way you handle troubled times.
I love the way you respect me.
I love the way you protect and defend me.
I love how you feel when we cuddle.
I love the softness of your lips against mine.
I love the softness of you lips against my body.
I love the feeling of your hair brushing against me when we make love.
I love laying in bed at night talking about nothing.
I love waking up to find we've been cuddling together all night.
I love the surprises you leave for me.
I love your intelligence.
I love your ingenuity.
I love your ability to make friends where ever we go.
I love your love for life.
I love your passion for your hobbies and interests.
I love how every time I look at you, you take my breath away.
I love how I thank God everyday for bringing someone as wonderful as you into my life.
I love the fact you gave me the gift of our children.
I love the special moments that we shared that will remain my fondest memories of you and I.
I love spending the holidays with the one person I love the most.
I love how my heart skips a beat whenever you walk into the room.
I love how you love me.
I love how I love you.
I love the ways you choose to show your affection for me.
I love the way you inspire me to be more than I am.
I love the way you spark my creativity and imagination.
I love the way you make me feel like anything is possible as long as I'm with you.
I love your sense of humor.
I love the way you make me feel like royalty.
I love the way you dress.
I love your understated elegance.
I love you just the way you are.
I love your spontaneity.
I love our life together.
I love how if I died right now I would be the happiest person alive knowing I found my one true love.
I love the fact that we will grow old together.
I love your way with words.
I love the way you look when your sleeping.
I love the way you think you look awful when you first wake up when it is actually then I find you the most beautiful.
I love your willingness to share everything and most especially your heart with me.
I love your strength of character.
I love taking showers together.
I love the way you leave me love notes to find whenever you're gone.
I love the way you treat me.
I love the way you take care of us.
I love your cooking.
I love the way you take the time to thank me for doing every day things.
I love the way you show your affection when we are around friends and/or family.
I love the way you are not scared to show your affection when we are in public.
I love your confidence.
I love your ability to make me feel better when times are tough.
I love the way we make up after a fight.
I love how you treat our children.
I love the way you support me when I'm off track.
I love the way you take the time to show me how much you love me.
I love your beautiful hair.
I love your body.
I love your openness to try new things.
I love your ability to talk things through.
I love your courage to be you.
I love your greatness.
I love the fact that you want to be with me and only me.
I love how I am and feel when I am with you!
I love you for you!

2010-08-13T11:49:00.005+08:00

Ghost festival and 13Th Friday Today !!

ARGHHHH!! My currently mood is :' < . I hate having this kind of feeling. Especially last night out of sudden I really felt so scared siol without any reason. I swear. I scare until my tears rolling down. I was like almost going to wake my mummy up and hug her tightly in the end don't have because don't wish to disturb her sweet dreams. The first person I thought in my mind was TLKY but he wasn't care and bother about me and then second person was LTYH. SIGH~ What the fook. When I need someone there is nobody to comfort me and talk to. How lousy can I be ? Seriously I really don't understand what did I went wrong ? Because i'm too quiet ? Not friendly? 20 years le I still can't find out the answer. I always tell myself . I must be strong and have a positive thinking. I'm seriously I hate begin lonely. I don't no why two of my classmates they can be lonely. They can like going school and going work after that go home. Weekends stay at home. They can without friend or what. They can live without anyone accompany. How wish I can be like them lor or anybody can filled my life with more excitment and entertainments. I want be baby no worries at all. Everyday only sleep , cry and drink milk nia. What for want to grow up. So many unhappiness and many thing to fan about. Last saturday went rounding Hahahas. Yew Tee> Chomp Chomp > Marina Barrage > Mount Faber,Henderson Wave > Home sweet home(Y) with yuan , Joel and lily .
When I was at Marina Barrage , Mount Faber and Henderson that night It's refreshing back our sweet memories over there. When I sit on bike also refreshing of LTYH. I still remember I don't know how to wear helmet. He helped me to wear on it and now I know how to wear for myself le. I still remember when he ride bike he hold my warm hand and I hugged him. Now everything can only be our past memories. In my life only two guys will always keep in my mind and heart. Which are LTYH & TLKY ♥ ♥ ♥ . That guy which I mentioned my previous post was just nothing to me already. He is happily attached recently. Now our relationship is just brother and sister. I find myself very nonsense. Shall not talk about it.
Oh no! Oh no! Oh no! I still haven't starting doing my two assignments yet. Next month got to hand in already. One more assignment is coming out soon. SHITtyyyy~ Anyone wanna go library with me? I want find some research to do my assignment. I don't want attachment. Got to do lesson plan =x . Not easy siol.
I really sian 1/2 lor now MCYS law changed. Now assistant teacher also need o'level certi .
I'm really regretted why last time I don't want to study hao hao lai and score well. Now my path is so hard for to walk and achieve it. Everything need MONEY. More jialat is private school cost is damn expensive. Drive me crazy. :((((((((
I'm currently working with xinyi at Chinatown. Scare of learning new thing but I will still willingly to learn. Bo bian for the seek of money. Can you imagine when you arranging the dinner table everything have to be neatly and straight. Cannot be done wrong not even a small mistake. I'm working tonight and tomorrow night. Hope tonight and tomorrow night would have less people coming in to eat their dinner. Hahahah. If not I will like leg like hand and then hand like leg. I'm gonna to rest for awhile. Start work at 630 to 1130. Life now is school and work.

ALICIA!! BE STRONG AND NEVER GIVE UP :DD

2010-08-03T09:09:00.004+08:00

WOW. Time passed so fast siol . Now already August. Few months didn't update my blog. Hahah. I guess nobody reading my blog bah? So I shall happy then post and then not happy jiu don't post. Eh, what should I start with leh? Hmmm last night just finished my short role play and recently I got my first module result. Wasn't score well. I got an "C" . Hai feel sad many people got an "A" lor. I heard that during the test they copy from another lor. I so suay that I sat beside that Malay lady who doesn't want to help me and I can't copy because her handwriting was so small lor I can't read. Never mind. At least I never fail the module :)) if not I have to retake this module again. Still have 4 more assignments need to hang in. I'm so lazy to do lor. Who can help me do? Lol. Next month jiu attachment le for one week. Scary. Need to plan for lesson. Anyone have idea what lesson I should carry out for the children? Headache =X .... But I do still jiayou and do my best ...
My life now is boring and boring. Go school in the evening on Monday and Thursday. Saturday also have lesson in the afternoon and then the rest of the day slacking at home. Currently looking for job now. Anyone have job to intro me ma? If have. Please contact me. Thank you. I'm so regretted that i resign my previous job. I should listen to my mom's lor don't be too rush to resign. I'm always so stubborn don't listen to her. I thought that will not be able to cope my school work but I'm wrong. See lar now jobless and no incoming money. Now regret also no use. Done already done. Can't be un-done :'< .. Oh yeah , do anyone know how to chase away Xiao ren method ma? I want to chase them away. There is so many xiao ren around me whenever I work. **Tsktsk .. Xiao ren PLEASE STAY FAR FROM ME lar. I dislike + hate = Nightmare =X .
I really don't understand why after broke off why can't be friend anymore. Don't dare to talk with me. Don't talk never mind. Not even smile and look at me lor. What the. Funny lor funny lor.
Recently I fall in love with someone. I named him as Honeystarx :)) . Promised myself that after him (L) I don't want to fall in love le because I had enough been hurt by guys le. But fail to keep myself the promise. He gave me a special feeling which I never had before in the past. After !@#$%^&* things. Yesterday everything make clear already. I'm not his cup of tea that he wanted. At first I was really very sad even dropped my tears and can't accept it. But I think and think. Never mind. Since I don't have this chance to be his girlfriend and then I reqested to be his god-sister instead. No point forcing him although I don't wish be his sister but i still got to accept it and face the fact. I'm happy that later i'm going out with him. Hope I have the chance take photo with him. iloveyou. I go and rest first. Stay tune~ Hai cancel le. Last mintue he have to go back to his work place to do something :'( . My mood is freaking down now. ARGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-06-21T12:48:00.014+08:00

I'm having exams at 6.30pm. Hope I know how to answer the questions and the paper is not difficult. There will be essay for us to write. SHITTT!!!! Wish me all the best and good luck.
On last Thursday went to interview at nearby house just 15 minutes walk to the childcare centre is not successful. That childcare centre working hours is from 730am to 730pm =x . Why can't let me try it out although i doesn't have any experience but can learn de what. Suay lor. I see people find childcare centre is like easy easy after that go for the interview jiu successful le. Then me leh haiiiiiii .... What i say I have no luck bah :(( . Try harder ..
Recently dad's health is not that good and can't continue work. BIG HEADACHE. Some more I'm not working currently and my cash is running out soon. My parents is waiting for me to give them money and support the family as I'm older at home. My mom's keep nag and nag after that start quarrel but I can understand that she scare , worry and stress too. This and that is making me shag and can't sleep at night. Nothing make me happy at all. Wtf life. Why god can't you , give help us happiness and let my dad's to stay fit with strong energy. Don't wanna continue liaox going off to prepare and off to school . Going to M.I.A . Byes anyone.

USELESS , FAILURE & STUDIP :' ( ....

Did anyone try before be lonely , when you need shoulder , need listening ears there is nobody there for you? Do you guys know the feeling like? nobody concern , care and love . Don't have any close friend? Hahaha i'm one of them. Cry in the room. I really don't understand what the point I carry on with meaningless with my life. Yes, just for a seek of my parents. There is nothing I do is successful. Give guys dump aside , friends stay far from me , family look down. WHAT THE FCUK!!!!! I NOT HAPPY AT ALL.

2010-06-13T14:18:00.007+08:00

Last night outing was not bad. Bused to Cdan meet up with jasmine. Get to see Sebestian and Jialong such a long time never see them already. They was playing bowling. Jasmine and I left there around 11.30 after that took cab down to Cineleisure catch midnight movie. Meet up with Abu , Wen chong , his friend and Melvin. Sebestian and Jialong didn't tag along with us.
"Karate Kid" .. Ohmygod .. The movie is thumbs up and nice. People who haven't catch this movie , what you guys waiting for. GO CATCH IT NOW. Don't miss this wonderful movieeee. Hahaha worth it i swear. From the movie I learn never give up attitude and practice make prefect. Although you have fall down stand up try again and never be afraid be strong face your challenge. After movie we cab down to powerhouse. We reached there around 3+am or 4 am. Entry was free because closing soon. Heex that was first time in my life went to club. My feeling was excited (: finally step in to powerhouse. lol crowded and noisy environment. I think i prefer pub. Not so crowded and noisy. Can relax drinking and enjoy listen to song. Club not so bad lar can dance but too noisy le. R&B and techno song make me feel like dance and move along with the song. Didn't go down to dance floor and dance because i don't dare hahaha too crowded le make me a bit uncomfortable. If I have a chance to go there club again I shall try go down the dance floor and dance enjoy the fun. Rofl. Left there around 5 plus because powerhouse going to close le. Get to enjoy myself for one hour plus :) . Took cab back home with Abu and Melvin. They alighted first. The taxi driver very cute told me that nowaday opposite already. Lady send guys back home first as already so late. Guys should send girl back home first ma. I was like yeah! yeah!! but never mind because I'm not drank and already 5+ in the morning le. The uncle quite nice wait for me press the lift already and then see me go up le then he drove off. hohohohohhhh. Showered dry my hair and off to sleep at 6am. Tried and sleepy de lor.

Do you still remember me?! Sighs ... How are you? doing well marhhx? I hope you are doing fine and well. Please take good care of yourself and do remember to drink more water plus get to rest more. iMissyou a lot. I don't know why no matter how busy am i everyday i still missing you. How wish I can don't miss you anymore but I can't. You keep flashing in my mind every nights.

2010-06-12T18:47:00.005+08:00

Harlow readers. I'm back to update my blog. Hahaha such a dockey months didn't login in to blogger and update my blog due to laziness and don't know what to post also.
Finally get a chance to change my blogskin and edit layout half of my day gone.
My Life is hard and challenging. My course had started past few weeks.
Fundamentals Certificate In Early Childhood & Eduction. I decided to walk this career path because i love children and teaching. Although children are naughty but they still lovely. They let my day bright up and feel so happy when i see children smile , call me and hug me. I know that this career can't earn much money but I don't mind as long as I'm happy. This career path gonna be long journey and I need to put a lot of effort on it in order stand in front of children and teach. Carry out lesson and have to prepare activity everyday. I need to o'level cert in order process on to diploma teaching. Which I don't have. How how how ? I need to take five subjects. O'level is not easy for N(T) student. Especially my English is damn lousy. Its make me headache. Never mind. Shall decide after I complete my fundamentals course first. No point thinking too much now but no matter what i still got to try it out.
On Thursday done my role play. I was stuck at there because not really rehearsal before we go for real one. There are three pupils in my group plus me is four. 1 teacher , 1 good student , 1 naughty and 1 parent in the class. Guess which I choose ?? The answer is naughty student. Hahaha. I think I shall stop at here le. Continue next time. Jasmine's just called me and jio me out. Feel so happy because she jio me out like seldom me out :)) . Movieeeee midnight.

*Jump jump jump . Bye off to prepare myself now . Gonna meet her at BB and some secondary school guys.

Why never call or message me? Do you know how much I missing you :'( ?