Saturday, January 2, 2010,
Good bye 2009 & Welcome 2010 :D
I'm back to update my blog . Sigh~ How come nobody tag me one : ( ? Maybe I'm blog is too bored for you guys to read. Never mind. Let's welcome to happy new year 2010. I shall have a good start and be happier. Throw all those nasty and unwanted past into the bin. 2009 years was a bad year for me. I really hope new year every thing will goes happily , smoothly , good luck and successful. I must achieve my goal and dreams for this new year. I must tell myself that i can do it and prove to myself not for seek for other people. Now I don't care how people look at me. As long as I find it what i doing is correct shall fight for it. I must have position thinking always so that i can live happier in my life and in the order to achieve what i want. Negative thinking in the end become a failure person. So i choose to be successful person so i must always have positive thinking :) .
My New Year Resolution for 2010: ( Not in order)
1. Career ( Smoothly . Stable . No xiao ren )
2. Take course that I interested in. (Fundamentals Certificate In Early Childhood Care & Development. )
3. Driving Licence.
4. New Mobile.
5. Make more friends.
6. Boyfriend ( Caring , Sweet , Understanding , Love me more than i love him , Last forever till grow old )
7. All my Family members , friends and myself be healthy and happy always (: .
I stayed at my grandparents house three days two nights.
On Wednesday night my xiaoyi's and uncle Thomas's brought me to walawala pub at Holland village. I'm enjoyed myself over that there. Chit chat and drink. Very shiok. Feel like I grow up know how to start drink le. Hahahah. But not li hai in drinking. So so nia.
Anyway I also seldom go drink. Only with my family member if I drank won't be dangerous and better :D .
On Thursday countdown for 2010 with xiaoyi's , uncle thomas's , ah ma's . My lovely baby cousin jiahong's was sleeping and then ah gong's went drinking session with his friends.
Uncle thomas's opened sparkling wine for small celebration. Nice wine. Forgot what brand le.
Bought at IMM giant.
On Friday morning went to west coast there the temple pray with xiao yi , uncle thomas and jiahong. We had our breakfast before we go pray. After that took cab to IMM . Had lunch , bought wine at giant again , met up with zo wee cousin at there and window shopping.
Walked back grandparent's house from IMM. At night had steamboat small celebation for new year. Drink wine again (: . 8 pm left my grandparents house. My sally aunt drived us back home.
Tonight going my bestbest buddy jing xian's 21st birthday party. Hehheh. So excitied. We knew each other for many many years liaox. Since I was k1 jiu know each other till now. She's also my neighbour. Hope our friendship will last forever. Love you many many. Hope you will like the birthday present which i gonna give you tonight. Must enjoys yourself tonight uhs :) .
Thursday, December 24, 2009,
Christmas Eve Today
Santa Claus Coming To Town :))
I'm here to wish everyone of you Merry Christmas and happy new year. Enjoys tonight count down christmas days with your friends or family members and have fun. Tomorrow have a great time celebrate with your friends or family members Christmas day :D .
Take care everyone and have a good rest during weekends. Gonna be a long break.
Oh yesh. Tonight I'm going out with one of my friend. I'm happy that there is someone jio me out today. Thank you. I'm touched and surprised :D . Sorry that I can't buy present for you because I didn't know you will jio me out.
I was waiting for you see whether you will jio me out tonight or tomorrow ma in the end don't have. Shall not wait le. I know you won't jio me out and celebrate with me.
Anyway I hope you will like the Christmas present that I give you. I wish you A Merry Christmas and Happy New Year. Enjoy yourself and you gonna to have a long break so do remember to take good care for yourself and have a good rest.
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Sunday, December 20, 2009,
Counting Down To Christmas Day :))Harlow and good afternoon Sunday to earthing =p .
I'm back to update my blog since i got nothing to do now.
Yesterday I'm so guai one whole day staying at home because nobody jio me out. Hahah. One whole day use lappy , online msn , listening to 98.7 FM and watch online show. Nothing to do at home. Thought yesterday can go out together with him but he tell me that somehow don't wanna go out. Make let me sian 1/2 and sad. So i unlucky choose a day that he don't feel like going out :'( . I was like excited and looking forward going with him but in the end just in my dreams. Never mind. Hope I can get the chance get to see you some another day and celebrate Christmas day with you :) . Is it possible marh?
On Thursday night went to my grandparent's house stay overnight for one night till Friday night after dinner at coffee shop with relatives jiu took bus back home. Hahah. Cousin Zoe wee was there too. Hehheh. At there I enjoyed myself spending my time with my lovely jia hong's . He really very cute sia and make my day so happy :D . Yay yay .
Last year Christmas day had celebration at grandparent's house was organised by my xiao yi. but I was not there. Sigh~This year nobody date me out. WHY?! WHY?! WHY?! Sad lar. Aiya. Never mind. Forget about it bah. Anyway somehow can save some money gonna broke down soon le some more still haven't found a job yet so cannot anyhow spend money. Si bei hard to find a job lei but I still got to continue find can't give up i must jiayou and try harder. I'm shortlisted Interview with Tan Tock Seng - Patient Service Associate on this coming Tuesday at 10am . Eh . . . Oh yeah. Hope next week cycling outing at west coast with my cousins hopefully can goes well. Been so long didn't go out together and have fun le. Actually wanted to plan whole family go outing together been soooo long never go outing with one whole family liaox lor. I miss it. Lester is going NS soon on February 2010 and the rest of them going school back to school le. School reopens right soon le. For me hope new of year i can get a job and start work and luck luck quick quick come to me. I planning go and study Fundamentals Certificate In Early Childhood Care & Development course ( Part-time) next year. No more changing le of course le. Work full time and then study part time. I'm looking forward for it to achieve my goal and dreams. Hmmm. Don't know whether I can have a chance go and study. Still don't have the money go and study yet. I don't want keep on dragging and dragging in the end never go study leh. Waaaahhh. If there is someone willingly sponsor me the money
go and study that would be great ((= . I will be thankful to the person. Hehheh. But hor I still think use own money go study is the best. I will feel proud of myself. Heex.
Now I don't wanna work as admin assistant le. Is not suitable for me. Previously two admin job i worked less than one month jiu byeye le sia. But hor I like working hour and weekends off but some company Saturday have to go back and work for half day. Doesn't matter. Actually wanted look for retail sales assistant which I think more suit me but I don't like the working hour and one day off only. Then hor I can't go study le if I work retail line. Never mind. I won't give up so easily although I failed twice. Maybe next time round would be good le. I must tell myself I must jiayou ^^ . Yay yay. Never give up on yourself must keep trying and trying like my brother. Do the best ^_^ . Good luck and all the best to my dearest friends and lovely family members. Hehheh Ah Mei (Chanel's) don't forget to exchange Christmas present uh :p . Anyone want to give me Christmas present ma? I will be very happy and touched. Hei hei. My dear Jing xian when are we going window shopping together uh?! I been waiting for you lor till my neck getting longer le. Been so long didn't get to see you and gai gai with you le. MISS IT lar. Although we stay at same block and you stay at 8th floor then I 7th floor . Just upstairs yet we still hardly see each other. When I see you must hug you tightly. Hahah. Lastly i miss someone badly :'( .
Bye and take care readers. Have a great day ahead you.
Saturday, December 12, 2009,
Yesterday went to Thai disco celebrate jasmine's 19th birthday. At orchard plaza. The thai disco name is neverland at level 5. I had fun at there and enjoyed myself. That was my first time went to those kind of place. I can't believe that i finally went to disco le :) . Lol. I think I fall in love le. Hehes. I even try to drink martell mix with coke. Quite nice to drink:). People jio me drink and I also have jio people drink. Very fun sia. I was like half drank jiu don't dare continue to drink le. Scare later nobody send me back home. Dance and enjoy the song over there as well. Sang birthday song for her and took photos. Kitty, ah siong, bogey and some ex-dunearn people was there too. I'm happy that i get to know and make new friends over there.
Reached home around 5 plus in the morning. Removed make up and contact lens after that go shower. Dry up my hair jiu go and sleep liaox. Damn sleepy but couldn't get to sleep Zzzz. Arghhhh. I feel so restless and having mood swing now :( . Shall stop at here le. Don't know what to say le. Anyway hope I can get a chance going neither pub, clubbing or disco again =p .
Wednesday, December 2, 2009,
Yooohooo :))) .
Lets welcome to me back. Hahahah.
Such a long period I never update my blog due to my laziness and don't feel like blogging. Just changed blog skins. Lol. I spending one whole day doing this because keep can't find what i want and like. FINALLY let me found it. Now my eye is getting painful already because been staring the laptop for almost one whole day. *Clap clap clap. Power to the max. Eh?? Shall post recently what i been doing. Anyway nothing special. Let begins ....
Yesterday trained to paya lebar the singpost MacDonald to pass my punch card to a person which gonna pay my 8 days salary. Reached there before 2pm after that call my cousin Zo wee see whether she want to meet me at tampines mall since I going to wen mei around that area. Hahahah. First time wen mei was painful but luckily I still can tanhan it. After do hao le that person pass me the mirror to let me see the result. I was like WAH! The colour is so dark. Then she said never mind, after a few weeks the colour won't be so dark le. Now my eyebrown look like xiao xin. Overall the result not bad and quite like the shape. Hehheh. Thanks Jasmine for intro me to that place:). I check other places the price was like half of that price lor. Very very expensive.
After that went to my er yi shop look for her while waiting for Zo wee and her dad's arrive. Had dinner together after that er yi jiu go back to work then zo wee , her dad's and I went to M1 , singtel shop see phone. I fall in love on LG that transparent phone is so chio de lor but expensive lei. The keypad is transparent with blue light and fully touch screen. Maybe will save money and get that phone. Hahahah. Zo wee asked me to overnight at her house for one night but I don't want because i didn't bring my stuff and clothes so I left tampines around 7pm. Took 168 bus to woodland after change bus. Reached home before 8.10pm. When I step in the house my mom's jiu called me xiao xin because of my eyebrown. This nick created by her. lol.
Pass few days i was working at Taka level 4 Singapore post. As a promoter. Ask people to do Singapore lifestyle survey. Relaxing job but very boring because everyday repeating the same thing. Hahahah. This contract only 8 days. I was not working alone at there. With my partner Joel's . Both us legs was pain stand for too many hours then cannot tanhan keep walking here and there. I long time never stand for long hours liaox since i left sportslink. lol. Monday to Friday from 11am to 6pm. Saturday half day from 9.30am to 2pm and then Sunday off. Monday was the last day. Now i got to find new job. Si bei sian de lor. I hate going interview. Very de ma fan but bo bian still got to go. Sigh~ This year my luck is very terrible keep changing jobs. I hate it. When will my good luck come and everything goes smoothly lei. God please help me and guide me along my way. I don't want to be alone in the dark forest whereby nobody in the forest with me to find the way out. I scare to be alone and i don't wish to cry alone.
I really don't know why everyone is staying far far away from me. Am i a bad person , unfriendly , attitude problem and selfish?? Please tell me.
What a big joke I'm 19 years old not even have a good and close friend with me. I just need one or two close friends which i can share my happiness and sadness with. Someone who i can trust with. Sometimes i really thinking what wrong with me and what is the problem :'( . I need shoulder , listening ear and never be apart no matter,what happens. Keep on thinking of negative thing. Always try my best cheering myself up and telling myself that not to have negative thinking. Must have positive so that i stay happily in my life but fail to do so.
I keep wanting to have someone who love more than i love him, shoulder for me , listening ear , always by my side without fail boyfriend since i don't have close or good friend around me. Yet I can't find too. Where are you?! Please appear in front of me right now. Is not i don't have boyfriend will die or end of the world. Nobody will know this kind of feeling that i facing whereby u really need someone by your side yet don't have anyone. The feeling is like end of this world, wanting to die and bang hardly on the wall. I'm just lonely person who always in the dark forest crying alone and talk alone. Anyway nobody will understand how i feel. Never mind. I just want to pour out my tong ku at here not asking people to ke lian me which I don't need that and I'm not acting ke lian.
Christmas is coming soon. I don't know how would i spend this year and who do i spend who. Most probably is staying at home use lappy and watching tv since i got no friends around me and no boyfriend to spend with. * Tsk tsk :'( .
Alicia, alicia, alicia why like that?!
I would like Congratulate to my brother for scoring well in his subjects. He did a good job and perform well in his studies. Keep up the good job and continue to jiayou:). You make everyone of us proud of you specially mom's and dad's. I believe that you can achieve your dreams and be a sucessful person. All the best to you and study hard. When will be my turn lei?
Time for me to say good night and good bye. I shall stop at here. Feeling tired and sleepy le. I need more sleep. I got panda eye getting serious=x . Hope tomorrow i got interview. Luck luck faster come and find me. I'm waiting for you.
Saturday, November 7, 2009,
Good morning to everyone of you :) .
I'm finally got the mood come and post.
I manage to wake up early this morning go jog with my dad's.
Surprised right?? Hahah .. *Clap clap clap ..
Hope i can manage continuously go jog every saturday morning. lol.
I feel tired and quite sleepy right now. If not wrong last night i slept at 1am like that. I only sleep for a few hours only >_< . Tonight i must sleep more liaox. If not gonna to have panda eyes. Saturday and sunday I must have a good rest and good sleep. LOL! Monday to Friday need to wake up at 6am go work. Tsk tsk.
Later i'm going town with Jasmine Teo. Window shopping. Hahah. Meeting her at 1pm.
Dont know how many months didn't go town shopping liaox lor.
I'm thinking whether later want go watch movie marhhx lei. My Sister's Keeper . I heard that My Sister's Keeper movie is a sad story lai de and nice :) . Never mind. Shall decide later on. Today movie ticket is $9 =x . Expensive. HAHAHAHAHAH. But is ok once in awhile. Not every time go and watch movie. lol. Sighs~ Later can't buy clothes. No money. Boring lei. Only can see and touch but cannot buy. Never mind.
I've decide to buy new hand phone neither this month or next month. I fall in love on that phone lor. Very nice and sweet colour:P . I'm going off now to buy contact lens. Don't know want to buy brown or grey lei. Still thinking. HAHAHAH~ LALALALALA.
Oh yeah. Chanel ah mei are we going swimming tomorrow ma? Text me tonight hor to confirm with me. Wait for your message.
Anyway i'm currently working at Sun-WA Technos Pte Ltd at The plaza.
Very tiring. Been working overtime past few days rush with my work. Yesterday was the latest. 9pm then left the office. I feel so stressed and shag lor. The worst to worst thing is overtime no OT pay one. Work for FREE. Fcuk. Don't know next week I can go off on time ma. 5.30pm . They told me that next week gonna be busy week gonna have loads of work for me to do and clear on. I wanna shout out. I really don't know how long I can stay at that company and how long I can tanhan. I keep telling myself that I must ensure , be strong , don't give up so easily , be brave , face the challenge , jiayou and must tanhan for the seek of money , gain more experience and family. *Tsktsk. I so wish that there is someone i can hug on tighly and shoulder for me to rest on. And also come and fetch me after my work. Sighs~ When lei ?? Maybe in my dreams bah.
Alicia , alicia, alicia must cheer up :D . Cannot feel so down. Jiayou~
ok lar. I shall stop at here liaox. Update next time.
Take care my dear readers and have a great weekends. Hahahah.
Remember do free tag me hor?! Tag me tag me. Don't read liaox then go off. Hehheh.
Bye readers. Zzzz.
